How am doing? Sad>Fine My therapist told me ''Write down what you think, feel.'' I wrote ''I feel sad'' I did not write why. I do not usually know why. Maybe its the way I am wired. Maybe its because you left. Because I had to leave. Could it be from my addiction? But I prefer feeling over the absence of emotion. I used to feel nothing but now I feel something.Never fine My baseline mood is always vague unhappiness; discontent, bordeom, regret, irritability, loneliness, and an constant sense of impending doom underlying it all. I don't remember what it feels like to feel fine.honestly, i don't knowLife is :''? '*$*$*####$4##$'6'&6 I want to die.. i am a bugits going I can't smile anymore, but life goes onfeeeling super cool