My motivation

To move on.

for the opportune moment

to wake up

This all to be over.

my dreams to come true

To wake up

to love someone

the future

my life to start

Distracting myself

Compartmentalizing.

dreaming

looking for a job

trying to keep everyone happy

absolutely nothing

Live

doing this

plotting

looking at this website

I don't know and i am scared

That would be a problem.

I'm not sure

i don't know

It will.

then i am nothing

i dont know

suicide

my plan worked

keep chasing at my dream