Hope.

Nothing really, i go with the flow

Nothing I cannot fulfill myself. I am content

living the dream with my lover

for the last day

for the world to end

for him to stop being scared of us being together

new people to meet, new interests to discover and more things to understand

Something good to happen

to find my people or my person. to be truly loved, heard, understood. to belong.








Before this After this
 

Not much, just waiting.

art, creating videogames

Contemplating watching movies tomorrow and considering if I should finish lemons on my plate now or tomorrow

Watching time pass

suffering

trying to live

hope that he will not be afraid of being gay.

exploring people's minds, exploring internet aand exploring my own thoughts

passing through

writing. praying. wishing.

Keep waiting.

nothing, things happen

Life goes on

I lose purpose

it will, eventually

i'll kill myself

I will be a secret forever.

it is my core, it will exist as long as i am and i will exist as long as it does

Ill end up counting worms

I die a lonely person. its been like this for my whole life, if things don't change it might have an early end.